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*.:。*smoke , gets in my eyes...*.。.:*
May, 2009

the flue

  i went in hk when every one says there is this flue, no mask, dont you think it is all destiny!

January, 2009

i saw this article at a friend's page, it touched my heart!

"In the end, it doesn't matter how many breaths you take, but how many moments took your breath away."

"You know you are in love when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry in the first place."

"If you break your promise, you'll break my heart."





October, 2008

Tell The World

Happy Birthday to ME !!!

i got the cake, something i've waited 5 years. yeah, i get it now!
my best birthday ever. it is more than i can speak, and i know no one ever understands how this means so much to me.

the review of my 23 year,
i met my very best friend eddie deng in an island, we got the same family name even though we are not family. it is scary to find someone so alike to yourself, but yes, we are real good friends. the bali migrage.
i am sister with my best friend lily, as she says she is the man for me, she is there always protecting me, she filled up my dreams without a lover can do so. the moment while i was standing at the funeral with her, i was never able to change the sadness, but i wanted her to know i am always there for her, as she always watches my back. from the birth to the death... from the every moment we have.
i sold my old apartment, i think it is nice for my mom, that she has less worries since then. it is a tough decision to make, to leave a place full of memories behind. and we have moved on, together! we had the best time in that little place, every part of it will be remembered forever in our hearts with souls. we are looking forward, in the future we will have more and more as i promise you.
my best friend kaigee, if leaving china is the best way for you, wherever you go, i wish you all my best. and when the time comes, im ready to walk you to the end, through that last door.
i quit my job, 1st job after college, for 1.5 year. 6months after, im looking back, i think im right.haha

the new year, im freshing up with the new beginning!
thanks for everyone for caring me, loving me. feifei loves you too!







October, 2008

Sorry Doesn't Mean Anything

How your heart feels doesn't last for long, someone used to tell me.
I didn't agree, cox I did not want to believe. Now I'm turning to my old friend's age, been through a couple stories. Now I have to admit, Love is just there for 10 years or 10 days.
There is not suppose to be any apologzies, I am the one should take the fall while I have grown.
 
 
 
August, 2008

if you say so

so much in my mind, so little i feeling like saying.
maybe its what people say, when its time, there is nothing left to say.
July, 2008

come together

all friends come together !!!
the night at lankwaifang, hongkong.
 dut dtlisa, dtterrencehaha
 
G2000 girls,,,
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brothers with starwars sword, the dark side
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kaigee & yuangee
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at RK, b-ball shotting
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me~
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May, 2008

pool~

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May, 2008

to hongkong airport

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maybe i shouldn't have gone there, but if i have not, im not as sure as now......

April, 2008

sweet!!!

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March, 2008

shall we grow up

 

 

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there were moments ... and we both know

Letter of Resignation

Dear *****/*****,

 

I am writing you to officially tender my resignation from Mercer Guangzhou.

Working for Mercer with you has been the best experience in my career to date. I could not ask for a better environment or boss. I have grown in so many ways here and will always treasure the opportunities I have been given during my time here.

While I will miss many things here at Mercer, I feel that it is the time to move on for new experience. I sincerely appreciate your understanding and truly wish our personal friendship will remain.

As per our contractual agreement, my last day will be 20th April 2008, one month from today. I will try my best to ensure the transfer as smooth as possible. If there is anything I can do to be of further assistance during the transition, please let me know. 

 

Sincerely,

Phoenix

p.s. I will leave a written copy of this letter, with my signature, onto your desk next week as formal procedure, just in case if this is needed.


March, 2008

the job interview

im crossing the fingers, praying for you.
you deserve what you want !!!
February, 2008

twins

sister just fired her boss... lol
cheers
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February, 2008

vday lunch

lunch with eric and yuki on valentine's day. yuki gives the lovely chocolates, sweet!
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November, 2007

halloweem @ ocean park

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scary tour in ocean park
October, 2007

我愛姐姐

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要多謝一個人

一個人好似屋企人甘無條件地愛妳

比一個愛人還讓妳感動。

姐姐,永遠都在妳身邊,好似一隻快樂的大狗.

可愛,同一份女人獨有的忠誠。

 

每年我的生日,妳都比情人要準時到場,

我髮覺,其實一個男人的缺蓆,

遠遠比不上妳在場的重要。

隻要,妳在這裏。

還有什么缺少?

 

多謝妳明白我,呢份默契少有,

惟獨是妳,無須言語。

我也愛惜妳,就如妳愛惜我那樣。

I can feel you pain always,

I’m always willing to walk in your shoes through your pain.

I love you, believe me I don’t say these words often.

September, 2007

a letter to feii

To Feii,
 
You get to be emotional sometimes

You don't have to be strong all the time

You deserve to be childish and indulged sometimes

There is something you can't act

Don't make it difficult to just yourself

 

I understand how you feel when you are losing it

I also understand how you have struggled

But when you look back to what you two had,

What you see is full of disappointed.

Why can't you let go?

Too used to it, or you are still in love with this person?

Still care about him, or just no give up?

 

Only you know the answer

In fact you don't love him that much,

Don't worry about him that much.

 

The dreams you had with him

Only day you can get there on your own

Who said that there has to be him

In fact you don't love him that much

Not yet unable to extricate yourself from this relationship

Recognize the truth, you shall let go

Take a deep breath, break away,

Look up,

You will see the sky is unlimited

Such a big big world

 

There is blessedness some where

The plans you made with him, save it for someone who is right for you

You know that won't be him.
 
Love, Feii
August, 2007

from drama

人们都知道终究会死,可也要努力的活着。去爱吧,就像不曾受过一次伤一样;跳舞吧,就像没有人欣赏一样;唱歌吧,就像没有任何人聆听一样;干活吧,就像不需要钱一样;生活吧,就像今天是末日一样。有一天,身子问心:我痛了有医生治,你痛了谁来治?心说,我自己给自己治!

 

People all know they will die eventually, but still try hard to live.

To love, like you never got hurt at all

To dance, like there is no one watching you;

To sing, like there is no one listening;

To work, like you don’t need money;

To live, like today is the end of the world.

There will be one day, the body asks the heart: when I’m hurt, the doctor treats me; but when you are hurt, who treats you?

The heart says, I treat my own! 

August, 2007

heard from dean

 
 
  i hven't heard from fujioka for a while,
  really wonder how he has been?
  still travelling around?
  hey, i will be in hongkong aug 17th-19th, will we meet on the forever espress?
 
  '' i will be forgetting you, each day, and every moment.
      you will be forgetting me, each night and day, each part.
            light up the night, see if the formulas are made to be broken.''
  - fujioka
July, 2007

feeling down

The moon hath sunk,
 and the Pleiades and midnight is gone,
and the hour is passing,
passing,
and I lie lone.
July, 2007

i am the rabbit, you are the bird

you say i am like a duck, what are you like?
i say i am like a rabbit, you are like a bird.
that is the reason i have been staying on the ground,
and you fly away eventually...
 
two different foreordinations, two different endings,
like there is no a  intersection for two parallels.
the rabbit is seeing off the bird, they might have became closed,
but fortune's wheel is unappealable,
bird lands on ground for a short time, never meant to stick around for this long.
so it is a season story, when the season ends,
the bird backs up to the sky, no longer bitter wind.
yes, the bird's got the rings,
meant to be highflying,
the rabbit keeps on running, running on the ground,
with its faith, loyalty...
the bird only takes away the love, but surely the rabbit knows how it continues.
 
i am the rabbit, you are the bird
that is why i am here not looking at the sky,
you were here for a short while,
you are there for what we both knew.
wherever you go, good luck! 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Phoenix Deng

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.....

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